So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. Hebrews 10: 35-36 (NIV)
When I went to the “barn” (really a chicken coop) to milk my goat, Greta, this morning I discovered that the udder cover (click here for more info on the “udder cover”) had slipped off-center and the little milk thief, Star, had taken most of my morning milk.
Here is the little stinker now. don’t let the picture fool you! She’s a devious, sneaky milk thief! She is nearly as big as her mother but still feels she needs her mammas milk.
I do love her, she is adorable, affectionate and very friendly. I just wish she would leave her mother’s milk alone already!
I decided to milk Greta anyway and see how much I would get. I could tell from the size of her udder that it wouldn’t be very much but I wanted to keep the routine up anyway. Greta kicked and fussed the entire time I was trying to milk and I ended up with only 1 cup of milk when I usually get over 4 cups.
What does this have to do with confidence? When this happens to me I find myself loosing confidence. All the neighbors think I am crazy for wanting goats and absolutely off my rocker for milking them. My daughter refuses to drink the goat milk plain,.(at leat my husband and son will drink it) It takes me a good half an hour to milk my goat too. I’m trying to give my family hormone free milk and It seems my efforts are tolerated at best! It just doesn’t seem worth it at times!
Don’t we sometimes feel the same way in our Christian walk. When we’re kind to someone who constantly is cruel to us. When we extend a helping hand to a neighbor only to draw back a nub. It’s hard to keep our confidence going when we are not seeing the fruit of our labor. We live in such a fast paced society we mistakenly extend that mind-set into our faith. Our confidence should be in our God, not our abilities. Our lives may bear much fruit but it may be fruit that ripens long after our feet leave this earth. So,Don’t throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. We just don’t know to which side of heaven those rewards will come.